Reviews

  • Book Review #18: The Night Watchman by Louise Erdrich (2020)

    Review – 4 out of 5 ⭐️
    Title: The Night Watchman: A Novel*
    Author: Louise Erdrich
    Published: 2020 (HarperCollins)
    Pages: 464 (Hardcover)
    Genres: Historical Fiction, Native American, Literary Fiction, Heritage
    Link Here

    Copy of The Night Watchman sitting on my book shelf

    When he needed to calm his mind, he opened a book. Any book. He had never failed to feel refreshed, even if the book was no good” – Louise Erdrich, The Night Watchman

    I hope everyone is staying sane and healthy this week! Honestly, books have been a comfort to me during these uncertain times, and hopefully I keep that viewpoint until the end of this crisis. But for now, stay inside as much as you can, and curl up with a new book.

    The services that the government provides to Indians might be likened to rent. The rent for use of the entire country of the United States” – Louise Erdrich, The Night Watchman

    Back to The Night Watchman, I loved this book! I was really excited to read it when I saw the book was coming out this year. What makes this book truly special is that its based on the story of the author’s grandfather, who fought for the Turtle Mountain Band of Chippewa Reservation when US Congress announced the House Concurrent Resolution 108 bill in 1953. This bill would have “terminated” involvement and nation-to-nation treaties with the Reservation, which more or less threatened to break up the tribe and their land. The bill was disguised as a “relocation” program for the tribe, and to help them better themselves by dropping government support. But it really would have broken up the tribe and land for the BIA (Bureau of Indian Affairs) to sell, among other consequences. This novel tells the story of Gourneau’s (or his character’s name, Thomas Wazhashk) involvement in fighting the bill as tribal chairman, and as Erdrich describes, his “extraordinary life”.

    you never really knew a man until you told him you didn’t love him. That’s when his true ugliness, submerged to charm you, might surface” – Louise Erdrich, The Night Watchman

    This novel was compassionately political and human all the way through. The story jumped around to the different character’s struggles and points of view, from members of the Chippewa tribe to Mormon missionaries. The author’s take into the lives of the tribe as a fictional backdrop for what was going on politically was educational and insightful. The characters grapple with growth and all the other problems that come along with life.

    In all, 113 tribal nations suffered the disaster of termination; 1.4 million acres of tribal land was lost. Wealth flowed to private corporations, while many people in terminated tribes died early, in poverty. Not one tribe profited. By the end, 78 tribal nations, including the Menominee, led by Ada Deer, regained federal recognition; 10 gained state but not federal recognition; 31 tribes are landless; 24 are considered extinct” – Louise Erdrich, The Night Watchman


    I appreciated the Afterward and Acknowledgements the author wrote as well. It was wonderful to read about how this book became a tribute to her grandfather, Patrick Gourneau, and to keep the Reservation’s story alive. Native Americans still suffer from the consequences of having their land taken from them. This novel emphasizes what occurred in the 1950s, but Erdrich drives the point home in her Afterward that talking about injustice, even if its in the past, is still important so current and future administrations can bring about change and learn from the past.

    Lastly, if you should ever doubt that a series of dry words in a government document can shatter spirits and demolish lives, let this book erase that doubt. Conversely, if you should be of the conviction that we are powerless to change those dry words, let this book give you heart” – Louise Erdrich, The Night Watchman

    Overall, I thought this book was beautiful and elegantly written. I recommend it if you’re looking for a novel surrounding community, politics and love on a struggling and close-knit Native American Reservation.

    I give this book a 4 out of 5!

    _Elizabeth

    *DISCLAIMER: The Night Watchman contains violence, sexuality, alcoholism & sensitive subjects

  • Short Review #5: In the House in the Dark of the Woods by Laird Hunt (2018)

    Review: 3 out of 5 ⭐️
    Title: In the House in the Dark of the Woods
    Author: Laird Hunt
    Published: 2018 (Little, Brown and Company, New York)
    Pages: 214 (hardcover)
    Genres: Fiction, Fantasy, Horror, New England Colonial, Paranormal
    Link Here

    Library copy of In the House in the Dark of the Woods next to sliced oranges

    The Colonial American thriller, In the House in the Dark of the Woods was definitely an odd book for sure! The synopsis makes this short novel with a long title sound eerie and threatening, but honestly, I did not find this book to be scary. There were some horror elements for certain, but I wasn’t frightened or kept on my toes. Overall though, I enjoyed this book because of the masterful twists, and the storytelling was lyrical like out of a fairy tale.

    I admired the creativity and mythology in the story as the main character, an unnamed Puritan wife and mother referred to as Goody, ventures through the forest and as she becomes lost, ends up on a surreal and more personal journey. She encounters seemingly wiser and haunted characters of the forest who guide her, but everything is not as it seems.

    I found the book to be more intimate and hopeful as the story progressed, and as we deep-dived into Goody’s psyche. But just wait until the twists! That alone makes this book worth the read. If you read this book for one reason alone, it should be for the plot elements and twists. My only negative remark would be the story at times almost became too dense and hard to follow. Maybe it’s just the writing style trying to reflect the historical time period, but near the middle I almost did not want to finish it. If you encounter the same, I encourage you to power through it!

    A tale is a funny thing, and even when it’s your own and you have a quill in your hand you must be careful where you touch it” – Laird Hunt, In the House in the Dark of the Woods

    If you’re looking for a redemptive New England Colonial horror and fantasy novel, In the House in the Dark of the Woods is a perfect book to try. Natural and supernatural elements of an American Puritanical setting collide to form a story revolving around one woman’s accidental wandering… Or is it?

    Overall, I give this book a 3 out of 5!

    _Elizabeth

  • Book Review #17: The Secrets We Kept by Lara Prescott (2019)

    My Review: 3.5 out of 5 ⭐️
    Title: The Secrets We Kept: A Novel
    Author: Lara Prescott
    Published: 2019 (Alfred A. Knopf, New York)
    Pages: 349 (Hardcover)
    Genres: Historical Fiction, Cold War, Romance, Thriller, Spies
    Link Here

    My borrowed copy of The Secrets We Kept by my keyboard at work

    Hello! I hope everyone is staying healthy, safe and calm during this crazy time. I’m currently mourning that our grocery stores are continuously out of pasta (one of my favorite foods), because everyone is preparing for the apocalypse, apparently…

    But practicing social distancing provides a great opportunity to catch up on reading. My review this week is about the novel, The Secrets We Kept by Lara Prescott. I was interested in this book for awhile, and recently received a chance to borrow it from a friend. When I first found this book online, I was instantly intrigued by the synopsis. But, there was a wait-list for this book at the library (over 30 people waiting for this book!). The Secrets We Kept is a Cold War-era thriller surrounding several characters in ‘The East’ (Russia) and ‘The West’ (United States) connected by one real-life book, Doctor Zhivago by Boris Pasternak, who is also a character in this novel. In my opinion this novel can be read without previously reading or having any knowledge of Doctor Zhivago.

    Only privileged men romanticize tragedy” – Lara Prescott, The Secrets We Kept

    Some of the characters in this novel are typists at the CIA, so I thought it appropriate to take a picture of this book next to my keyboard at work (see pictured above), where I spend almost every day of the week typing away emails and other communication on. Certainly I do not work for the CIA (that you all know of…), but the endless ground work of typing day after day may only be interesting because of what or why I’m typing. That is what makes these women in the novel turn an ordinary profession into an extraordinary one. They are side characters and treated as such, but they saw everything that was going on inside the CIA and supported the narrative of the novel through their observations.

    We unveil ourselves in the pieces we want others to know, even those closest to us. We all have our secrets” – Lara Prescott, The Secrets We Kept

    I also found this novel exciting to read due to the noted differences between oppression in Russia and the United States at the time. Of course, the oppression of the Soviet Union rang true in dramatizing the author Boris Pasternak and his mistress, Olga’s tumultuous lives as they were imprisoned, questioned and spied on due to Boris’ writing. But the sexism and oppression of women in the United States ruled the lives of the female characters in this novel as well, even if they had ‘freedom’. In Russia, the women seemed to have more power in their roles, they could maintain a household, have a career and their opinions were respected… Even if they weren’t always included. While in the United States, even though the idea of democracy rang truer than in Russia, women were not always given credit for their work, their career choices were extremely limited, and they were expected to fall into a certain role for a man.

    This book will take us down a spiral from which there will be no return” – Lara Prescott, The Secrets We Kept

    The strong female characters and their dilemmas on both continents made this novel compelling, and it was thrilling from start to finish. The novel jumped around to different characters during different periods sporadically, but the story connected and flowed to form a wonderfully told spy thriller based upon true life events surrounding the publication of Doctor Zhivago. I enjoyed this book, and recommend it to anyone who is looking for a well-written Cold War-era historical fiction spy novel that appropriately portrays female protagonists.

    I give this book a 3.5 out of 5!

    _Elizabeth

  • Short Review #4: The Immortalists by Chloe Benjamin (2018)

    My Review: 2.5 out of 5 ⭐️
    Title: The Immortalists: A Novel
    Author: Chloe Benjamin
    Published: 2018 (G.P Putnam’s Sons, New York)
    Pages: 347 (paperback)
    Genres: Fiction, Fantasy, Contemporary Historical Fiction, Magical Realism

    My copy of The Immortalists with a filter over the photo

    Happy International Women’s Day! I thought it was appropriate the book I’m reviewing today is by a female author, Chloe Benjamin. Before reading this book, I had not heard of the author before. I found my copy pictured above while shopping at one of my favorite places for used books, music & various paraphernalia, Zia Records. Most of the books I read and review on here are checked out from the local libraries. But I found this copy at Zia’s for a very economical price, which made me suspicious… but the synopsis sounded alluring so I decided to give this book a shot.

    “Most adults claim not to believe in magic, but Klara knows better. Why else would anyone play at permanence–fall in love, have children, buy a house–in the face of all evidence there’s no such thing?” – Chloe Benjamin, The Immortalists

    The novel is about four siblings, Varya, Daniel, Klara and Simon, bonded by not only relationship, but one single experience that changed the course of their lives. As children, they visited a mystic who predicted their death, and since that moment, the siblings choices and attitudes became based upon that knowledge. All four siblings had the same experience, but vastly different reactions and life choices. The story is told through the different siblings perspectives up until their death. The novel focuses on individual destiny and chance through the weary trials of the siblings.

    “The power of words. They weaseled under door crevices and through keyholes. They hooked into individuals and wormed through generations.” – Chloe Benjamin, The Immortalists

    Even though the story lacks luster and a more exciting execution, I enjoyed the story as a whole very much. I definitely thought there was going to be more real magic and illusion, but it taught a certain awareness about life and how we perceive our time and purpose.

    “When you hear hoof beats, think horses, not zebras.” – Chloe Benjamin, The Immortalists

    I recommend this book if you’re looking for a literary fiction book with magical elements and realistic characters that cover hard-hitting subjects. This book is definitely not for the faint of heart, but there is an ounce of hope here and there as well. Final warning: the subject matter of this book does contain more sensitive topics such as self harm, death and illness.

    Overall, I give this book a 2.5 out of 5!

    _Elizabeth

  • Book Review #16: To Keep The Sun Alive by Rabeah Ghaffari (2019)

    My review: 4 out of 5 ⭐️
    Title: To Keep The Sun Alive: A Novel
    Author: Rabeah Ghaffari
    Published: 2019 (Catapult, New York)
    Pages: 272 (Hardcover)
    Genres: Literary Fiction, Iranian Revolution, Islamic Revolution, Family, Historical Fiction
    Link Here

    My borrowed copy of To Keep the Sun Alive leaning against a decorative element in my apartment

    Hello! The book I am about to talk about, To Keep The Sun Alive, is a joyful and heartbreaking read, and not what I quite expected. After I read the synopsis, I thought this book was going to be mostly depressing, and I would maybe learn about a piece of history that I did not have extensive knowledge of before. But instead I received so much more from reading this novel. I learned more about a piece of history through the eyes of a fictional family connected by blood and situation, divided by beliefs and politics. The stories were told through their flashbacks to Iran before and up to 1979 during the Iranian Revolution, to one character’s outcome in their present-day Paris. Warning: the book does contain some subjects such as violence, oppression and assault.

    “Sometimes passion is so quiet, you have to close your eyes to hear it” – Rabeah Ghaffari, To Keep The Sun Alive

    At first as I was reading this, I kept thinking about the graphic novel and movie Persepolis (2007 – directed by Vincent Paronnaud and Marjane Satrapi. Based on the graphic novel, Persepolis: The Story of a Childhood, by Marjane Satrapi). It is an illustrated movie and memoir about the author, a head strong girl growing up in Iran during the revolution and her wild adventures. I watched the movie when I was younger on TV, and at that time, I didn’t know anything about the Iranian Revolution. I just thought ‘hey that’s a cartoon, I want to watch that’, but it turned out to be more devastating and violent than I thought. I bring Persepolis up, because it was my first introduction to the Iranian Revolution in pop culture. This book is my second, and that is unfortunate because I wish I knew more about the history and tumultuous movements in Iran. But maybe that can change.

    ‘How can you (Nasreen) not care about politics?’ he (Madjid) finally said. ‘To ignore injustice is a crime.’…
    … ‘I want my own life to be worth living. And if I can do something that moves you, maybe makes you feel less alone in the world, how is that a crime?
    ” – Rabeah Ghaffari, To Keep The Sun Alive

    *SOME SPOILERS IN THE BELOW SECTION* –
    Is it better to focus on the self and autonomy, or put our desires aside for the sake of society and justice? To Keep The Sun Alive explores this, and other themes such as family, tradition, love in all forms, morality, philosophy, the power of stories, control and so much more. Ghaffari does a wonderful job telling the story of a family, and all their joys and sorrows. The book is full of promise and hope, and a warning about the faults of humankind. The only aspect I would change is to expand more upon the characters, and to expand upon the ending. The book escalates from the second half to the end, and the climax is achieved and stings until the end. The book ends on a devastating note, which actually made me feel momentary heartbreak for the characters in the novel. But I still ended up loving the story.

    The boys who had argued were his age, eighteen, and already so convinced of their beliefs they were willing to hate each other. Whatever the cruelty of nature, animals, fish and birds never sought revenge or redress. So why did all human cruelties and injustices have to be accounted for?” – Rabeah Ghaffari, To Keep The Sun Alive

    If you’re looking for a book that causes reflection, hope, and expanding your knowledge and philosophical horizons, this is the book. The novel may seem daunting because it surrounds a serious topic such as the Iranian Revolution, but I am very glad I read it, and I hope you give it a chance as well.

    Overall, I give this novel a 4 out of 5!

    _Elizabeth

  • Short Review #3: The 7 1/2 Deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle (2018)

    Title: The 7 1/2 Deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle
    Author: Stuart Turton
    Published: 2018 (Sourcebooks Landmark, Illinois – Originally published as The Seven Deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle in the UK by Bloomsbury Raven)
    Pages: 430 (Hardcover)
    Genres: Murder-Mystery, Fiction, Thriller, British Crime, Historical Fantasy
    Link Here

    Borrowed copy of The 7 1/2 Deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle lying outside on a table next to a plate of sliced nectarines

    I’ve been hearing good things about this book since it came out in 2018. Finally, I got a chance to read this British crime mystery, and review it for you all as another Short Review!

    My first impression of the novel was that it seemed like a cross between an Agatha Christie novel, and the Netflix series Russian Doll meets the film Ground Hog Day. But this novel with its trippy twists-and-turns creates an imaginative mystery in a classic historical setting. A man named Aidan Bishop is trapped in Blackheath, an English manor in the country-side, where he lives the same day every day of a party in the body of 8 rotating guests, attempting to solve the murder of Evelyn Hardcastle, the daughter of Blackheath’s Lord and Lady owners. Solving the murder is the only way to escape Blackheath alive, or else there will be grave consequences for Bishop.

    If you’re looking for a compelling and strange British murder-mystery, this is the book for you. At times, it was almost too surreal and repetitive, but this book kept me on my toes as the story grew closer to revealing Aidan Bishop’s fate. The characters and settings were described acutely, and at times the story felt more like a sci-fi fantasy than Sherlock Holmes.

    Overall, I give this book a 3 out of 5!

    _Elizabeth

  • Short Review #2: The Last Time I Lied by Riley Sager (2018)

    Title: The Last Time I Lied
    Author: Riley Sager
    Published: 2018 (Dutton Penguin Random House, New York)
    Pages: 372
    Genres: Thriller, Fiction, Mystery, Suspense
    Link Here

    My library copy of The Last Time I Lied held up against a door (I thought the wooden service was appropriate)

    Thank god for a sick day, because I wouldn’t have been able to finish half of The Last Time I Lied in one sitting without throwing my responsibilities out the window! I read and enjoyed Sager’s other two novels, Final Girls and Lock Every Door. The Last Time I Lied is his second novel. I have also done a review on this blog for Lock Every Door when I first started the blog. He has an upcoming novel this year Home Before Dark coming out this year in July, and I’m looking forward to reading that one as well.

    I like his depictions of female protagonists. All three of his published novels are centered around a woman with previous trauma that has to face that trauma. In The Last Time I Lied, that woman is artist and former camp-goer Emma Davis. Emma is haunted by the disappearance of three girls from her cabin at a summer camp in upstate New York. She is invited back to the camp 15 years later as an instructor, and of course, the mystery continues as Emma investigates what happened to the girls along with a few new mysteries.

    I recommend this book because it’s the perfect read if you’re looking for a campy and cheesy plot-driven thriller. Some of the themes and twists were too extra at times, but Sager’s ability to focus on the characters and the strange twists makes the novels enjoyable and eye-catching.

    I give this book a 3.5 out of 5!

    _Elizabeth

  • Book Review #15: On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous by Ocean Vuong (2019)

    Title: On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous: A Novel
    Author: Ocean Vuong
    Published: 2019 (Penguin Press New York)
    Pages: 246
    Genres: Novel, Literary Fiction, Poetry, LGBTQ
    Link Here

    Borrowed copy of On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous lying on top of some cozy blankets

    This past week I had the pleasure of reading On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous by Ocean Vuong. This book was beautiful from start to finish. It was poetry that told a story about the author’s relationship with his tumultuous mother through letters he wrote to her, because she couldn’t read. The book is a joyous and sad tale combined into one continuous reflection on what it means to be human and exist on this planet.

    “All this time I told myself we were born from war– but I was wrong, Ma. We were born from beauty.
    Let no one mistake us for the fruit of violence-but for that violence, having passed through the fruit, failed to spoil it”
    – Ocean Vuong

    Vuong’s wondrous book covered a variety of topics and themes including love, survival, loss, grief, roots, beauty, addiction and masculinity. The book felt like an adventure, told with romance, grief and violence. It captured me from beginning to end. It was like living in someone else’s nostalgia and struggles mixed with beauty in the small moments. I didn’t understand the author’s perspective since we are entirely different in characteristics and background, but stepping in his shoes was a privilege and I felt as though I learned a lot from his words.

    Because the sunset, like survival, exists only on the verge of its own disappearing. To be gorgeous, you must first be seen, but to be seen allows you to be hunted” – Ocean Vuong

    The author’s prose was striking, powerful and full of meaning coming from the author’s wishes he wanted to tell his mother. The book was completely human, and emulating truth of the author’s surroundings. It was heartbreaking to read, but also full of hope and renewal. The story definitely tugged at my heart strings. And for most of the book, I felt as though I couldn’t put it down. Even the well-written parts involving sex and violence left lingering sadness and resolve.

    Is that what art is? To be touched thinking what we feel is ours when, in the end, it was someone else, in longing, who finds us?” – Ocean Vuong

    I definitely recommend this book, but be prepared to feel a mix of emotions that come from reading the author’s journey from Vietnam to America. His journey was not only geographical, but emotional as well. The author carries the haunting relationship with his mother in a way that truly made me in awe of him. This Asian American author has received a lot of merit for his writing, and for excellent reason. Please give this book a chance, you won’t regret it.

    Because freedom, I am told, is nothing but the distance between the hunter and its prey” – Ocean Vuong

    Overall, I give this book a 4 out of 5!

    _Elizabeth

  • Book Review #14: Drive Your Plow Over the Bones of the Dead by Olga Tokarczuk (2019)

    Title: Drive Your Plow Over the Bones of the Dead
    Author: Olga Tkarczuk (Translated by Antonia Lloyd-Jones)
    Published: 2019 (Riverhead Books, New York)
    Pages: 274
    Genres: Fiction, Murder-Mystery, Crime Thriller, Polish Novel
    Link Here

    Holding up my copy of Drive Your Plow Over the Bones of the Dead, borrowed from the library

    This book was surreal to read from beginning to end. Tokarczuk transports the reader to a remote town in Poland where snow is almost a plot device since it is spoken about so often throughout the book. This thriller-mystery with a gruesome title was captivating, not because the plot was unique or exciting, but because of how the author evaluates each character. The characters are drawn out, no matter how small, and their behaviors and outlooks are vividly revealed. The twists and turns in this murder mystery were minimal, but how Tokarczuk writes about the main character was my favorite part of the book.

    “Other people’s life stories are not a topic for debate. One should hear them out, and reciprocate in the same coin” – Olga Tokarczuk

    This novel communicates how our behavior and philosophies affect others. The author also effectively makes the reader sympathize with the main character, Janina. An older woman who lives alone outside of a small town in Poland near the Czech Republic border who translates the work of William Blake, and loves astrology and animals, most of all her two missing dogs she views as her daughters. I won’t get into the plot too much, because I don’t want to spoil anything. But I loved getting to know Janina’s character, and I was almost drawn in too much to her tumultuous, but solitary life.

    “You know what, sometimes it seems to me we’re living in a world that we fabricate for ourselves. We decide what’s good and what isn’t, we draw maps of meanings for ourselves… And then we spend our whole lives struggling with what we have invented for ourselves. The problem is that each of us has our own version of it, so people find it hard to understand each other” – Olga Tokarczuk

    A connection I made with the book was that my dad’s grandparents grew up in different small Polish towns along the Polish-Czech border, like the one in this novel. I thought of them a lot while reading this book. I never met them before, but I learned a lot about them through my dad’s family and websites like Ancestry.com. I’m not saying their lives were like the characters in the book, but I believe those connections make the reader more prone to opening up to a book. And I had that connection, and kept wondering what it was like for them to grow up in that area of the world. I knew the facts, but it would have been interesting to learn what it was like from their view. But for now, I have a view of these towns through Takarczuk’s characters in Drive Your Plow Over the Bones of the Dead.

    “The prison is not outside, but inside each of us. Perhaps we simply don’t know how to live without it” – Olga Tokarczuk

    I definitely recommend this book if you love thrillers and characters that draw the reader in. I was also instantly captivated by Tokarczuk’s writing upon reading this book, and describe her writing as concise and inviting. She has also won a Nobel Prize in Literature, and this book won the Man Booker International Prize. Her merit, and well-developed characters and writing made me a fan of hers instantly. I plan on reading more books she’s written in the future.

    Overall, I give this book a 4 out of 5!

    _Elizabeth

  • Short-ish Review #1: How to Do Nothing: Resisting the Attention Economy (2019)

    Title: How to Do Nothing: Resisting the Attention Economy
    Author: Jenny Odell
    Published: 2019 (Melville House)
    Pages: 240 (But I listened to the audio book)
    Genres: Nonfiction, Philosophy, Sociology, Essays, Research, Artist
    Link Here

    Hi all! I wanted to try something different with the reviews. Sometimes I don’t even want to go on and on about a book (yes, even me… who writes these). It’s not because I don’t enjoy it, but because I do not have a lot to say about certain books I read. Introducing – Elizabeth’s Short-ish reviews (It’s not a clever title, I know), where I will be talking about certain books I read, but in somewhat fewer words.

    “Simple awareness is the seed of responsibility.” – Jenny Odell, How to Do Nothing: Resisting the Attention Economy

    Like many others who have read this book and talk about it online, at first I thought this book was about staying off of social media or disconnecting from the masses. But it was really a complex investigation of taking a break from the masses and reconnecting with ourselves in order to really pay attention to our surroundings. Pulling from multiple historical and sociological examples, Odell discusses potential theories on how society can escape traditional capitalism, and the growing problems produced by fear and productivity.

    What I had to keep in mind though is that Odell is an artist, and this book was not like reading a normal non-fiction book by a scholarly philosopher or sociologist. Odell is speaking from a place that reminds me more of a self help book than something written by a tenured philosophy professor at Harvard. I’m not doubting her opinion or knowledge on the subject, I’m only commenting on her ability to communicate clearly to a larger audience because of her place as an artist who is trained in engaging with the public. Sometimes only an artist, a self-help guru, or a philosopher can convincingly tell the public to look within themselves to find worth and purpose instead of looking towards productivity as their worth.

    “I want to be clear that I’m not actually encouraging anyone to stop doing things completely. In fact, I think that ‘doing nothing’—in the sense of refusing productivity and stopping to listen—entails an active process of listening that seeks out the effects of racial, environmental, and economic injustice and brings about real change….” – Jenny Odell, How to Do Nothing: Resisting the Attention Economy

    This book had it’s more dense and disorganized moments, but otherwise I thought it was an informative and thought provoking read. Odell makes some valid points about where our true priorities lie as a society, and how we deceive ourselves. What I got out of it the most was a reminder to look around once in awhile at the greater picture instead of getting caught up in what our neighbors, friends and social media instigators think. There are many more ideas than what I just discussed that Odell covers extensively relating to the same topic, even Bioregionalism comes up.

    Was this review short? I believe it was relatively short, but I’ll try better next time to make it even shorter. Overall, I give this book a 3 out of 5!

    _Elizabeth

  • Book Review #13: Catch and Kill by Ronan Farrow (2019)

    Title: Catch and Kill: Lies, Spies, and a Conspiracy to Protect Predators
    Author: Ronan Farrow
    Published: 2019 (Little, Brown and Company, New York)
    Pages: 448
    Genres: Investigative Reporting, True Crime, Non-Fiction, Thriller, Expose
    Link Here

    My copy of Catch and Kill by Ronan Farrow on top of pillows

    Hi everyone, this is my first review of 2020! Time has truly flown by in these first few weeks of the new decade. No big regrets yet, and not one New Years resolution was made. I guess the only thing that can count as a New Years Resolution is that I pledged to read 40 books this year through Goodreads 2020 Reading Challenge. I’m hoping I read even more than 40, but I’m trying to keep it real here, and I like to set goals I know I can achieve.

    Now, Catch and Kill was one of my Christmas gifts this year. I heard many good things about this book, and kept seeing it pop up on Instagram. So I thought, I’m going to give this book a real shot. Starting to read this book was one of the best calls I made that last week of 2019. Ronan Farrow’s harrowing and thrilling tale of the coverups of the film and news industry kept me on the edge of my seat.

    “In the end, the courage of women can’t be stamped out. And stories – the big ones, the true ones – can be caught but never killed” – Ronan Farrow, Catch and Kill

    Farrow’s sharp and chronological story of his 2017 expose of the Hollywood film industry in The New Yorker was more thrilling than announced. His story almost sounds like the plot of a Jason Bourne-like espionage thriller, but it’s more truth than fiction. Filled with fear, deceit, real spies, strung out corporate heads, scandal and an emotionally exhausted investigated reporter – Catch and Kill is as exciting as its name reflects. This book had just the right amount of wit and comedic undertones, while explaining the tragic situation for so many women who fell victim to a man hell bent on his own narcissism and getting ‘his way’.

    What I found most surprising was how transparent Farrow was about his background and family scandal. He is the son of Mia Farrow and Woody Allen. Most, I think, would not like to talk about their father’s abuse in his private life and in the industry, but Farrow took it head on and shared exactly what he thought. I thought Farrow’s honesty was refreshing and made the book as exposing as it was.

    100% worth the read, and I thought it was one of the best books I’ve read this year (so far). This non-fictional tale made me think about how sexual and verbal abuse by someone with more power acts like a poison in a professional environment, an industry. The real abuse is someone trying to take advantage of those who they thought would not stand up for themselves and submit. It’s ultimately incredibly gross.

    “Ultimately, the reason Harvey Weinstein followed the route he did is because he was allowed to, and that’s our fault. As a culture that’s our fault.” – Ronan Farrow, Catch and Kill

    Everyone, please look out for your fellow humans, and hear them out when they come to you with their broken heart on their sleeve and need someone to talk to about an abusive situation. Even if you don’t believe them, at least hear them out and let them tell you their story. Be brave, and support those who need help speaking up.

    Overall, I give this a 4 out of 5!

    _Elizabeth

  • Book Review #12: Dopesick by Beth Macy (2018)

    Title: Dopesick: Dealers, Doctors, and The Drug Company That Addicted America
    Author: Beth Macy
    Published: 2018 (Back Bay Books, New York)
    Pages: 400
    Genres: Non-Fiction, Drug Crisis, Pharmaceutical Industry, Expose
    Link Here

    The book Dopesick lying on top of my laptop that I wrote this review on

    *Warning: Review below contains potentially triggering information regarding drug use. Also, as described in the discussed book, “opioid” is used to describe multiple drugs with addictive properties not just the drug, opium*

    Instead of normally checking a book out from the library, I decided to buy this book with a coupon I had from one of my favorite book stores in Phoenix. I heard good reviews before purchasing, and there was one of those employee recommendation cards attached to the shelf regarding it, so I was like why not? After finishing, this book was better for this time of year than I thought previously.

    I have a close relative who is a drug addict, specifically uses heroin and benzos, and he’s been struggling a long time. I had a front row seat into witnessing the trials an addict goes through growing up and into my adulthood. To be clear, I don’t completely understand addiction, I am not an addict. But this does give me some insight going into the book Dopesick.

    I’ve learned addiction becomes a family/community matter faster than other issues, because an addict doesn’t facilitate the addiction on their own. They rely on their friends, relatives, and other resources. And often abuse those relationships so they don’t become “dopesick”. According to this book, an addict doesn’t become an addict over-night, the problem began when drug companies sold a product no one expected to have the consequences that it did.

    “Because there is no love you can throw on them, no hug big enough that will change the power of that drug; it is just beyond imagination how controlling and destructive it is.” – Beth Macy, Dopesick

    The photo I use as a banner for this post is one I took of a real suburban neighborhood. I thought the image would be fitting for the suburban focus the book had. Surprisingly, I knew previously that drug addiction often begins in neat, middle to upper middle class suburban homes. From being prescribed pain pills due to a minor surgery, to looking for a good time in your parent’s medicine cabinet to impress your friends, drug addiction begins in numerous, and often surprising, ways. The epidemic is truly not being fought by the American government, but by individual families and neighborhood communities trying to cure a disease.

    “But there is still only one treatment bed available for every five people trying to get into rehab, and at a cost far beyond the financial reach of most heroin users.” – Beth Macy, Dopesick

    Dopesick is an expose and collaboration of stories and facts to understand the American opioid crisis. Numerous cases and legal trials are discussed to give the reader a greater understanding of what the opioid issue looks like in America. From the uselessness of imprisoning dealers and addicts, to how more money is spent in law enforcement stopping the drug network rather than helping addicts. If you, reader, are looking for a book about how this country deals with the opioid crisis, I recommend this one.

    “Drug overdose had already taken the lives of 300,000 Americans over the past fifteen years, and experts now predicted that 300,000 more would die in only the next five. It is now the leading cause of death for Americans under the age of fifty, killing more people than guns or car accidents, at a rate higher than the HIV epidemic at its peak.” – Beth Macy, Dopesick

    It is harder than anyone can imagine to see a close relative go through the motions of addiction. The problem does not seem real unless you witness it yourself or see a sickly-appearing relative lying in a hospital room or on the bathroom floor from what they put in their bodies. But honestly, I believe more people should be informed before the problem arrives on their doorstop or family. The last thing I have to say is to look out for your friends and family, especially those who are hurting this time of the year, because of the Holidays stressors.

    To end on a more positive note, I hope everyone has a wonderful Holiday! Thank you always for reading.

    Overall, I give this book a 4 out of 5.

    _Elizabeth🎄

  • Book Review #11: Do You Mind If I Cancel? By Gary Janetti (2019)

    Title: Do You Mind If I Cancel? (Things That Still Annoy Me)
    Author: Gary Janetti
    Published: 2019, Flatiron Books, New York
    Pages: 159
    Genres: Short essays, humor, celebrity memoirs
    Link Here

    Do You Mind If I Cancel? By Gary Janetti on top of the break room table at my workplace

    Before I dive into what I thought of this book, I have to share something first. I was literally laughing out loud at work reading this book, and trying to hold my laughter in when one of my coworkers walked into the break room so they didn’t think I was a maniac laughing alone. They probably still think I’m weird. But honestly, that story sort of summarizes what I thought of this book. It was tremendously real, and literally laugh out loud funny.

    I did not think I would relate to Janetti or his book (and I still feel like I don’t, for one I’m not a hilarious and talented gay man), but his stories perfectly capture how everyone thinks something is going to go, and then how it actually goes, and the awkward situational comedy that transpires. I loved reading about his adventures, and awkwardness of his 20s. We also have similar views of waiters when we were young, which was a wonderful surprise on it’s own.

    “Each shift seemed to last a lifetime, encompassing all the moments that go with it. Joy, sorrow, fear, despair. Perhaps the time would have gone by faster if I had ever gotten any good at the job” p. 65, Do You Mind If I Cancel? by Gary Janetti, on being a waiter

    But I can relate to the pressure of having a goal, almost like a calling, but disappointed when life doesn’t go as planned and you’re sitting there one day, only in your 20s, wondering what went wrong. Janetti’s advice and tales make sense in a time where I feel like young people are pressured to be successful, and find their niche at a young age. Also, the consequences of his stories brought on a lot of feelings, like for one how hard it is sometimes to engage with real life, and take chances. Nothing happens if you don’t take chances.

    “Four years later and I am working as a bellman. I have not been paid as a writer. I have not worked as a writer. I am no closer to anything than I was that day in that office. And I am twenty-eight and I have a terrifying though: what if that was my one chance, but I didn’t recognize it and now it was too late? If I had taken that job I would surely be a writer on the show by now. I would have proven myself. I would have a career. A life. Who did I think I was?” p. 83, Do you Mind If I Cancel? by Gary Janetti

    I recommend this book for sure if you’re looking for some comedic stories, I give it a 3.5 out of 5!

    _Elizabeth

  • Book Review #10: Trick Mirror by Jia Tolentino (2019)

    Title: Trick Mirror: Reflections on Self Delusion
    Author: Jia Tolentino
    Published: 2019 (Penguin Random House, LLC New York)
    Pages: 303
    Genres: Essays, Feminist Literary Criticism, Nonfiction, Memoir
    Link Here

    Trick Mirror by Jia Tolentino, lying on top of my ottoman

    First of all, I made it to review #10! Honestly, I did not have the expectation I would make it this far. Thank you all for reading though, and I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday weekend!

    To be honest, what attracted me to this book at first was the cover (pictured above). The colors and design that played on the book title just popped out at me, and I was curious. Upon reading the book, I found that Tolentino is an able writer, and constructed a thought process pertaining to her experiences as a millennial and woman that was turned into essays questioning them all. Despite the sometimes monotonous introductions to topics, the ideas were thought provoking and reflective in a crazy time for the younger generations.

    “The problem is that a feminism that prioritizes the individual will always, at its core, be at odds with a feminism that prioritizes the collective. The problem is that it is so easy today for a woman to seize  upon an ideology she believes in and then exploit it or deploy it in a way that actually runs counter to that ideology.” p. 179, Trick Mirror

    She sets the scene through cited information, and topics that mean something to her to tell a larger story. There were lots of funny and poignant quotes that felt like they belonged on a fridge magnet. My favorite stories were the ones about seven scams and how barre classes shaped (literally and figuratively) a generation of women.

    I found myself frustrated at times, reminded of stories and thoughts from my own experiences that Tolentino tells in her stories. The book was more relatable than I wanted them to be. But overall, it was rewarding and I’m glad I had the opportunity to read a new literary voice in feminist literature, or at least new to me.

    “There are feelings, like ecstasy, that provide an unbreakable link between virtue and vice” p. 156, Trick Mirror

    Definitely give this book a chance if you’re looking for a refreshing perspective from an experienced writer who takes the time to reflect on her own self delusions. But I wouldn’t bring this book up at Thanksgiving dinner with your conservative baby boomer generation relatives.

    I give this book a 2.5 out of 5!

    _ Elizabeth

  • Book Review #9: Face It by Debbie Harry (2019)

    Title: Face It
    Author: Debbie Harry, in collaboration with Sylvie Simmons and Rob Roth
    Publisher: Dey St., an imprint of William Morrow, Harper Collins
    Pages: 353
    Genres: Autobiography, Memoir, Music Industry, Born to be Punk
    Book Link Here
    Link to Spotify Playlist of Blondie Music (Because why not?)

    The book, Face It, lying on a coffee shop table with my sunglasses

    I had difficulty writing this one, because I had trouble deciding on what to say about this wonderful book. I don’t read many autobiographies, but I love the new wave and punk rock band Blondie, and Debbie Harry is an important, bold figure to me, even before I read this book. She is successful by her hard work and perseverance, and the way she carries herself has encouraged me for as long as I’ve known who she was. Debbie also may or may not have inspired me to dye my hair bleach blonde last year.

    Her autobiography, Face It, gives an intimate look into the life of New York punk, Debbie Harry, from her childhood to her more recent musings and music releases. Often all over the place, her storytelling about people in the music industry and celebrities takes the reader to a past life before 9/11 in New York City. Debbie talks about her independence, her willingness to grow and experiment musically, and the importance of creative relationships. The reader also learns a lot of personal details about her life, for example I had no idea she enjoyed having her picture taken, and that she loves the fan art that people send her.

    What I found most surprising was learning more about her intimate partnership with Chris Stein, the guitarist and co-founder of Blondie. I didn’t expect to learn so much about him, but in hindsight, it’s understandable since he was important to Blondie. The next surprising thing I learned was about her experience with abuse, and her trauma relating to abandonment. She recalls these stories in a light, comedic way, but the lessons she learned are hard and true.

    Before I give away too much, this book is definitely worth the read if you want to read about inspiring women and punk rockers, or if you love Debbie Harry as much as I do.

    I give this book a 3.5 out of 5!

    _Elizabeth

  • Book Review #8: Horrorstör A Novel by Grady Hendrix (2014)

    Title: Horrorstör A Novel
    Author: Grady Hendrix, illustrated by Michael Rogalski
    Published: 2014 (Quirk Books)
    Pages: 240
    Genre: Horror, Dark Comedy, Haunted House, Ghost Story
    Link Here

    Horrorstör A Novel by Grady Hendrix, against my bookshelf, bought from the store that this book parody’s

    I finished this spooky novel just in time for Halloween. Speaking of which, Happy Halloween everyone!🎃

    I thought talking about a horror novel was appropriate for such a day. I have not read anything of Hendrix’s before. But I will say, I enjoy the prose, and comedic style in which he tells this increasingly horrifying tale about a haunting in a commercial retailer. The novel centers around a fictional mass-scale, ready-to-assemble Swedish furniture retailer called Orsk (a lot like the real life Swedish furniture magnate… but cheaper). Three Orsk employees stay overnight to find out who has been vandalizing the store overnight, and what they find is of course, highly unexpected and supernatural.

    The first impression I had of this novel, and what everyone else who saw me reading this book had, was “is that a furniture catalogue?”. It wasn’t, but it was modeled after one. The creative illustrations and layout gave the illusion, especially with its corny and corporate advertisements and listings.

    The novel is comedic, spooky and an entertaining read. It is perfect for this time of year, and I highly recommend it if you enjoy horror, dark comedy or unusual ghost stories. Now, go watch some scary movies, dress up in costume, eat some candy or read some horror fiction paperbacks!

    Overall, I give this a 3 out of 5.

    _Elizabeth 🎃

  • Book Review #7: Disappearing Earth by Julia Phillips (2019)

    Title: Disappearing Earth: A Novel
    Author: Julia Phillips
    Published: 2019 (Alfred A Knopf, Penguin Random House LLC, New York)
    Pages: 256
    Genre: Fiction, Novel, Thriller, Child Abduction, Russian
    Link Here

    The book, Disappearing Earth A Novel by Julia Phillips, against my new van Gogh print

    “All happy families are alike; each unhappy family is unhappy in its own way” – Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy

    I was thinking about the quote above from the famous Russian novel as I read Disappearing Earth by Julia Phillips. Phillip’s novel tells the story of the disappearance of two girls from the Kamchatka peninsula in Far East Russia (a real place, by the way). Each chapter accounts a different character/family that is somehow related to the abduction. The novel is a well-written narrative that speaks of a community’s vulnerability and how they react to the tragedy. The book covers a wide variety of topics such as nationalism, acceptance, family, identity, love and youth.

    Each character is influenced or affected by the abduction in some way, gaining insight into each family and their dynamics. The book doesn’t only describe how they were affected, but their current predicaments and identities. I was drawn into the story. And despite the novel having some dry points, it kept me on my toes about who is involved and how. The story is emotional and heartwarming, but speaks of issues among the people of Kamchatka before the kidnapping. The story is ultimately about the people.

    I’ve been really interested in mysteries and thrillers recently. I’m planning on diving into more books of those genres, and not only because this month is spooky month. My next book is supposed to be scary, and I’m hoping to finish it by Halloween, Oct. 31st. Maybe I’ll have a review published that day?

    Finally, I give this book a 4 out of 5!

    _Elizabeth

  • Book Review #6: How to Live Safely in a Science Fictional Universe by Charles Yu (2010)

    Title: How to Live Safely in a Science Fictional Universe
    Author: Charles Yu
    Published: 2010 (Pantheon Books, Random House Inc., New York)
    Pages: 234
    Genre: Science Fiction, Time Travel, Post-Modern Lit
    Link Here

    This book was literally a “trip” to read. I also haven’t come across such an explanation of time travel like in Charles Yu’s novel. The book functions as a ‘guide’ to time travel narrated by the main character, Charles Yu. The narration and guide style reminds me of Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams (But lonelier, and way less perilous).

    Yu’s novel details the backstory of a complicated father-son relationship, a lonely time machine mechanic with his inhuman but supporting companions, and more importantly, the laws and physics of time travel. Are these the real laws of time travel? Probably not, but the basic theory seems sound. It’s fiction, and some of the terminology contains notes of satire.

    Some of the themes include the acuity of failure, life changes, the significance of memory, and trying to change the inevitable future (because of course, time travel). Overall, I enjoyed this book, and time traveling novels are not my usual go-to when it comes to sci-fi novels. But if you’re looking for a novel about time travel and a clear understanding about it, this is the book for you. But don’t take it too seriously, it is just theory after all. Or is it…?

    I thought about diving into Yu’s explanation of time travel, but…. unfortunately I don’t have enough time. I have more books to read before they’re due at the library, and unfortunately some of the books I check out I cannot renew. Late fees are NO joke. No one should ask how much I owe the library in late fees.

    I give this book a 3 out of 5!

    _Elizabeth

  • Book Review #5: The Memory Police by Yōko Ogawa (2019)

    Title: The Memory Police
    Author: Yōko Ogawa (Translated by Stephen Snyder)
    Published: 2019 (Pantheon Books, originally published in 1994 by Kodansha)
    Pages: 288
    Genre: Fiction, Dystopian, Orwellian

    Two reviews in one day, because I’m trying to play catch-up!

    I read this one a few weeks ago, and it was haunting from beginning to end. Ogawa tells a harrowing tale of an unnamed island sometime in the future where the citizens are slowly losing things, from ideas to tangible objects. The so called ‘Memory Police’ are responsible for these disappearances, but there is no explanation of their origin or when they began. The novel focuses on its narrator, an orphaned female author and her viewpoint of these disappearances as a citizen of the island.

    Overall, extremely worth the read. As daunting as the progression may seem, the story gives light to the humanity of our memories and how valuable they are to the future. Ogawa tells this tale in a gentle and dream-like manner, which left me captivated.

    If you’re interested in dystopian novels, this is a must read. I give this a 4 out of 5.

    _Elizabeth

  • Book Review #4: Lock Every Door by Riley Sager (2019)

    Title: Lock Every Door
    Author: Riley Sager
    Published: 2019 (Dutton, Penguin Random House LLC)
    Pages: 368
    Genres: Fiction, Thriller, Mystery

    Sager has only written 3 books, but her books have kept me guessing every time. I first read her earlier book, Final Girls. And after reading both, her books seem promising and something like ‘wow the women in her books kick ass’. Her style intersects between Agatha Christie and Stephen King (but less horror). Both books have typically focused on the female protagonist overcoming a cataclysmic event in their past. They then turn and use their past tragedies in their current predicament to get out of the sticky or horrifying mess they were roped into. A familiar tale in female centered novels, but a good one all the less.

    If you’re looking for a good thriller and mystery, Riley Sager novels are a good way to go. I finished this exciting read in two days (It would have been one if I had more free time).

    I give this book a 3 out of 5!

    _Elizabeth